Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Does This Train of Thought Have a Caboose???

I am highly doubting it.

I worked two night shifts this week. I woke up at 5:45 Monday morning and did not go back to bed until after 9:am Tuesday morning, where I fell promptly asleep until around 1:30pm when my kids started fighting in the hallway outside my room. It was early out from school that day. I never did get back to sleep, got ready and went to work, but not before letting my overtired bitchy self tick off NewMan and cause some completely unnecessary stress to both of us. *** I came home this morning and ended up spending the morning trying to do some damage control, which never did happen, and make NewMan understand my point of view. Before I knew it, it was time to take my oldest son to the city nearest us for his dental appointment. I had not slept a wink. Thank god he is driving.

We had lunch, got myself some high octane Timmy's Coffee and got the boy to the dentist and me to the nail salon. After our respective appointments were over, we headed to Walmart to pick up the few things I was needing. Then to the Pizza Place to pick up dinner before coming home. The guy at the pizza place was a total knob. I had sent the boy in to get the pizza and had given him my bank card. Said bank card was not working so JACKASS PIZZA PUD puts a strip of scotch tape over the magnetic strip!!!!!!!! I have not seen anyone lame enough to have pulled that stupid stunt in several years, and of course, SonOne did not know to tell this DickWad not to do it. Of course, it doesn't actually help the card work. So, we have to hit the bank, and I am praying that the card still works in the bank machine so I can get enough money to buy the pizza for dinner. It does, we are back in business. We get home, people are fed, watered, bathed, bedded and now I can actually have some time to blog. Of course, I gave up some blogging time this evening to spend time with NewMan online. Now it is 11:36pm, I have had about 4 hours of sleep in the last 66 hours, I have not written any lame Poetry but instead have decided to have a derailed train of thought.

Edited to add ***

I knew my train derailed, I never finished this post and now I have caused some confusion and dismay with the Real People in my life. Crap......

Damage control: not NewMan that was causing damage, not him I was trying to control. It was my own damage, and it is still not resolved. NewMan, on the other hand, completely 100% wonderful, helped me WITH the damage control best he could, was supportive and loving, even though I was being bitchy, tired and stupid. God, I love this man!!!!! Oh and just in case you all are wondering, I give up blogging time to spend time with NewMan quite voluntarily. I mean, I love my blog, but is it going to change my poopy Depends when I am old and senile??? I think not!!!!

BestFriend, I love you to death!!! You are like a mother lion when it comes to me, how many people can say that about their friends??? But please, don't eat my MATE!!! *LOL*

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

*LMAO* I haven't heard you use language like that since our days in the chat room. Couldn't sleep so I thought I'd roam the internet for a bit. "knob" "pud" "dickwad" ... *cackle* ... too funny!

NewMan needs to chill out. Let him be in your shoes for a bit and I'm sure he'd be the same. F**k the romantic notions, lose the idealisms and grab a whiff of real life.

*whew, I'd better get back to bed! grumpy/defensive/protective all at once - I'm exhausted)

Recuperate, friend.

Anonymous said...

"NewMan needs to chill out. Let him be in your shoes for a bit and I'm sure he'd be the same. F**k the romantic notions, lose the idealisms and grab a whiff of real life."

Um,

Chill out? wtf are you on about? There is a difference between being bitchy because of fatigue and being bitchy because someone is being a putz. My baby was being a putz. That was the damage control she was trying to fix, had nothing to do with her fatigue. If there is anyone who knows about what real life brings its me, and trust me I am not living in some idealistic world where everything is smurfy and all the flowers always smell pretty. I don't need to walk in her shoes, I've got a set of my own and they can be pretty fucked too.

And besides...even in tiredness, fatigue and frustration, I think thats when the attention is needed more. Maybe "real life" should have hints of romance once in a while and that wont lead one to being "grumpy/defensive/protective all at once" all the time...

NM

Iris said...

HAHAH, looks like BestFriend and NewMan have butted heads here.....too funny.

Sorry, BestFriend, I never finished the post so you were definitely at a disadvantage here.

As for you, NewMan, I love you to death, don't be too hard on BestFriend, she loves me too, you know!!!

Anonymous said...

BF vs NM. Round one I win!

She loves you too? Well should I be jealous!?!?!?!? I don't know, kinda makes me nervous....How could she keep her hands off of you. Nothing better happen...ever...i would be hurt...

...if you didn't let me watch...
...not participate...but watch...


MEN! Scumbags the lot of 'em. But i am a loyal respectful loving scumbag :D

nm

Oh, The Joys said...

Ha ha - never hit publish before you're SURE! Heh.

Sara said...

ROTFL! I so missed the boat on this conversation. Hope BF and NM are getting along now, without the obligatory mud fight!